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When our veins will flow with secrecy, and our flesh will weep with guilt
Tuesday 1 December 2015
Friday 9 January 2015
Saturday 20 December 2014
I'm so restless and cold, uncomfortable. Every direction I turn I wish to see your face or the curve of your shoulder, to feel the warmth of your skin. To cater and care for you; hold you and kiss you until you feel better.
I await the return of our meanful goodnights, and our tight grasps while we forget about the world. You're all that matters to me, you in my arms, you infront of me. Your kisses lined with velvet, hugs with silk.
My everything, I await your return
Wednesday 17 December 2014
Thursday 4 December 2014
Even I get bad thoughts sometimes.
They flood my head and spill out through my eyes to soak my pillow for hours on end. Catching colds sleeping on wet pillows drenched in sorrow. Some days I stumble out of bed and fall to my knees, mumble prayers of protection to those who have provided me with so much, afraid that one day he'll take them away from me. All the while holding in my sobs, afraid they'll wake her through the phone. Once she was there, I got up and left her sleeping like the angel she is. Locked myself in the dark bathroom until the tears almost suffocated me, wiped my eyes and returned to her. Sat on the side of the bed and started weeping again, she rolled over and held me and fell asleep with my head on her chest. The thoughts left me with sore eyes and dry lips.
But they come back now and then returning like an old companion; a dog never forgets its owner.
Saturday 8 November 2014
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Saturday 1 November 2014
Thursday 30 October 2014
Wednesday 22 October 2014
The same way a life is given is the same way it can be taken away. So swiftly, so easily...
Tuesday 21 October 2014
Getting out of bed seems to be getting harder and harder everyday. Especially since the first form of dialogue me and my dad have once I wake up are arguments... everyday ugh
Sunday 12 October 2014
Friday 10 October 2014
You're the only person I can talk about my problems with; and now it seems you don't want to hear them... I don't know what to do with myself...