Crying over your own mistakes, because you know the hardest thing to do is accept wrongdoing and defeat. Regret and self hatred. You can't change the past, but you can weep over it, and that is what you will do, until the pain has numbed you and you can't feel any emotion. You just lay there, eyes soar & your face soaked with salty tears. Numb, motionless; emotionless. Empty, still, longing.
Just been falling out with everyone lately, falling out with myself. I feel so stressed, my life is on overload. School is bullshit. People are fuckers. Life is crap, so much confusion,so much pain