I think I want to start doing word/phrase/thought of the day... or whenever I decide to post. Yeah, so that's another factor I shall be including in my wonderfully crap posts.
It feels like i'm becoming further away from the world as time goes on, like i'm drifting. I'm here physically, but mentally, not so much. It kind of feels like i've been watching the world through binoculars or a telescope. I feel distanced. I don't really understand this feeling. My brain feels all fogged up, but not sad or depressed. Like i'm experiancing a type of sleepy euphoria, or something of the sorts.I feel the world is going past my eyes, as fast as light itself, and I can't really do anything to stop it. It's like i'm in a tiny invisible box, on the side, just watching my own, and other people's life's go by. I don't feel as if i'm really in control of my own life anymore, but like it's just going on simultaniously, without any guidance or command.
I think i'm slowly being pushed into the background, which doesn't really bother me, i'm not really fussed about 'popularity'.
But seriously, did someone sectretly spike by drink? Or put weed in my food or something? Because this doesn't make any sense to me at all. I think my mind has been entangled in itself. Made itself a maze, only for itself to find teh way out. I'm detached from my own body and mind.
I actually think this world isn't real. It's probably just some futuristic, three dimensonsial projection. Unless it's just me that isn't real.
Thought of the day - Why does time go forward and not backwards? And if there was a way that we could defy it without trying to beat the speed of light, what would it be?
