a mi novia hermosa - Javier. 

But it seems I can't channel through my nights anymore..I look to my left, my right. Nothing.
Nothing. It's empty, I'm empty without the feel of your touch.

Your warm hands work perfectly with my misguided body as you reel me into yours. 
You remind me of a magnet. I'm so deeply attracted ; your golden skin that's kissed by 
the sun ;  your eyes... my favourite brown.. my favourite colour ;  your lips, the pink a mother would wish their child to have ; a smile even 
the moon can't compete with.
It's you, you lure me with your passionate touch, love, kiss.. I wonder how a beautiful soul has only just been loved... why was I the first to love you the way you deserve?
Is it because I know the feeling of being neglected and alone, is it because I know the feeling of being uncomfortable in my own home?

Well damn you and you and you who did not
 look after this perfection that I get to call mine.
I live in a world my feelings have to be restricted, but still she knows my heart is pure and feelings so rare - 
you teach me a different sound of love each day...
You wonder why I love listening to you so much or watching you-  you're the different shade of love I didnt know, you're the different  sound of love I've wanted to know.
Well I guess that I'm head over heels..
find me in paris..
we are not normal, we are far from perfect...but 
do not mistake my imperfect for not perfect -
YOU in the equation is the perfection I've seeked...
DO NOT JUDGE ME - it's not a crime!
Why is it a crime to fight, to love, to cradle what's mine?
How do I know this is love? How can I see tomorrow If you're not in my tomorrow - a tomorrow without you isn't worth my time.

I've planned a future, a house for us.
A job.
A family.
Fun.
Love.
I've planned things I love with my love 
because I am in love.
It's crazy because I wouldn't have ever thought it..
Sorry for the days you felt alone.
Since we got together, you're never going hungry or alone -my dedication will make you feel comfortable at home.
Wait for it.
Wait for us.
Hold out your finger.
I've considered us for many years..
Life time 

de su mejor amigo - lotus. 

Five mother fucking months BITCH.