Saturday 21 December 2013

"Intrigued
Once you learn me there's a chance you will know yourself better. We are one the same, therefore knowing each other we'll be able to understand ourselves, our similarities. But overmore it's our differences; the contrasting things between us; it's those that will display the beauty and bond between two people. Two people, you and I, despite our differences, have managed to grow with each other, grow into one. We are much the same, with flourishes of individuality that distinguish us both. We have become one heart beat, with differences that stand out to enhance the singular people we were born as - but also this one figure, one psychi that we have been made to become. You and I, we are two merely identical lotus', resting on a river. Our petals appear two different colours, one white, the other pink, our outermost layers, we appear different, contrasting. But as you look closer our pollen, representing our hearts and souls. The inner most parts of a person... we are the same. So much the same you cannot tell the difference anymore. Peaceful, calm, tranquil. We let our heart be the silent eye of the storm,  while our minds host the chaos that follows the storm.
Us two, as people, have managed to work past our physical, verbal, mental differences, look past to find the identical human structure we have behind. Our outermost differences have fitted around eachother, and our identical souls have bonded to create one. And right now, we must work together, hand in hand, to become the single lotus we both aim to be, at ease in muddy water."

Tuesday 17 December 2013

Why am I the burden.
I always seem to be the catalyst for people's problems. Sometimes it's so much simpler with no one.
Because you have no one's life to ruin.

Thursday 5 December 2013

Wednesday 4 December 2013

Right decisions.
Wrong decisions.
Repetition.
Caving in.
Temptation.
Ill will.
No will.
No power.
Loss.
Gain.
Loss.
Gain.
Loss. Fucking loss.