One of the most amazing days of my life ♥ 

Gracias Adios

What of all this hope and faith I wish for people? What happens when it's all gone, gone before I could steal some of it.
Left giving empty statements, with little meaning. How can I possibly bestow happiness when I am far from happy myself?
While everyone moves on, progressing and travelling past, getting better, becoming brilliant. Appearing to succeed where I had failed. I am left behind, still searching for what seems to be the future, what seemed to be happiness, acceptance. And so I remain, this naked child, shivering on the cold concrete floor, surrounded by night, hot tears streaming down my cheeks, and bruises spread across my body. I am still vulnerable, still weak, still... useless...
... Still... searching...

Did you ever feel as if you weren't good enough?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IyoCqWlNWqI&feature=youtube_gdata_player

And it's happiness we yearn

It's freedom we seek

I am the product of unproductivity

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8inJtTG_DuU&feature=youtube_gdata_player