I just don't know. I really don't.
I have nothing to say any more, I've come to the point where I really do not care what happens to me, I couldn't give a damn. I don't know what to do with myself, so I've just stopped fighting altogether. I'm just allowing stress to take over now, and I really am not bothered to fight it, because I have no reason to. Why should I fight? I've fought it for so long, I give up, I don't want to do it any longer. The fact is that, I dislike my life... A lot. There's no escaping the fact, and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. And no one wants to take me seriously.
I know in myself that I won't take advice, because I never accept advice, it's just how I am, I don't like it, it's patronising.
JKagsid I'm so sick of it already, so tired.
Don't stop fighting. fight for your friends and fight for your family but most importantly fight for yourself. If you give up the universe will lose a shining star in the sky. The universe without you will not be the same. This is not advise I know you find advise patronizing. I am simply commenting my opinion Ignore if you wish but we all have to fight. Life will always get better( cliche but true)
ReplyDeleteI myself have pondered stopping fighting. How much easier it would be if I just stopped caring and let myself float around in this deep, deep ocean instead of fighting trying to find the air.
I always manage to pull myself back and remember that I am on this earth for a reason. We all are. We may not know our purpose yet but that just means our talents are not needed for the time being.
The time will come.
xxx