Once,
Just once. I pray atleast once someone wouldn't throw their pity forward onto me. I plead. Just one time. 
I can't bare another "I'm so sorry" "It's just for the best." Or "They're doing it because they care." For fuck sake can't someone just be angry with me for once. Fucking egg me on.
Tell me to smash something.
Shout with me.
Give me something to throw.
But shit man. Don't passify it! Don't counter it.
Become an aid for my release, if anything.
If anything.

That's I'm asking for.