Why is it so hard for me to get rid of this stupid feeling ARGH It makes me feel so angry with myself FUCK. I've slept well, it's sunny outside, I should be happy, but no? I just don't understand. I will wait for the day I can truly shed this feeling from my heart.

It's one o'clock, let me just blast some music, see if that makes me feel any better. 

It's already making me feel a bit better.